Stephanie

bright_starz @ 2005-02-20T01:09:00

2005-02-20T06:12:51Z

HHHHHHRP(Yy7 sz\ Fsuore65hg- i so cant wait to just go away and mey new people, and maybe then people will realize how much ive put aside for the,. but i fuking doubt it cause everyone comes first in my world EXCEPT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1\sa[poft jhyb86htng nixfuyt v

bright_starz @ 2004-10-19T20:01:00

2004-10-20T00:03:25Z

its weird cause i hate to be alone.....but i spent pretty much all night by myself and i had no problem with that.....maybe that means i can get away with wanting to cut off from people!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-10-17T21:01:00

2004-10-18T01:09:49Z

wow, its weird but i feel better with my choice and what i did....hopefully the future will just bring happiness(or at least thats what im praying for)

bright_starz @ 2004-10-13T18:55:00

2004-10-13T22:58:59Z

it is seriously crazy the way things all eventually play out...no matter what no ones life should be taken at this age...it just makes you realize how wonderful the things in your life are and how much you should cherish every moment, so i think that is what im going to try and do!!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-10-02T22:32:00

2004-10-03T02:33:36Z

ore 5iytbh6y 5iot ..........im so sick of just about everything, and im at the point where i have no more tears to cry, and it sucks!!!!!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-09-28T22:48:00

2004-09-29T02:50:34Z

im so down for living on my own beautiful island with a puppy...and no other PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bright_starz @ 2004-09-27T15:46:00

2004-09-27T19:46:42Z

SCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!one day so far without a headache...lets see how i feel after work!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-09-18T13:32:00

2004-09-18T17:33:30Z

wow i never thought my dad would do what he did, its amazing the way people surprise you!

the joys of being a teenager!

2004-08-29T17:03:52Z

my weekend started off good, but now it looks like itll end shitty, oh well, somethings never change...EVER!!!!!!!!

goodness i just love the people here, i might just take my mom up on the whole lets move the North Carolina, maybe itll be different there, only one way to find out!!!!

x<3x<3

p.s.it was awesome to get to hang out with ashley though, i miss ya girlee!!!!

bright_starz @ 2004-08-26T21:33:00

2004-08-27T01:34:08Z

well i have nothing to write about except that my parents ar going to be gone another day!!!! and that i hope everyone is having a wonderful week!!!!

x<3x<3

good luck...

2004-08-22T16:38:36Z

jenna,

well im sorry i couldnt go to the party, but im gonna miss ya, we always had fun when we hung out, but im sure youll have an awesome time in orlando...i hope it all goes well, best of luck!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-08-15T14:09:00

2004-08-15T18:09:41Z

its weird how some things never change, even when you think they might!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-08-12T23:05:00

2004-08-13T03:07:03Z

awwww my friend matt had his baby girl today, shes is sooooooooo cute, phil and i went to see the baby and congratulate matt, such a tiny little thing lol....other then that pretty much a normal day, thats gonna end a normal summer...and then back to school, bu hopefully if all goes well i will be done and over with high school this year!!!

x<3x<3

i..r...o...n...y

2004-08-07T15:33:00Z

dont you love when you have that really awesome day, everything just goes great for no reason at all, your in a really good mood...you thinkwow lucky me im having such a good day...then it all bits you in the ass and it ends in a shitty night, but it cant just be a little shitty, it has to be like skid markings, shit covering the walls, kinda night

i love these kinda days, they seem to follow me where ever i go!!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-07-31T19:07:00

2004-07-31T23:09:01Z

warped tour, some fun times, i can't believe the shit ha happened...kevin, this guy like thrusting me from behind and the front and ewwww lol, so yeah im not so nasty and covered in mudd anymore

hope everyone had a wonderful day love youy all!!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-07-27T22:44:00

2004-07-28T02:44:35Z

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-07-24T12:59:00

2004-07-24T17:01:47Z

haha good times with k-dawg, so excited, even if you pass out early you bum!!!!!!

and boys peeing in their pants i wish you could have saw it lolol!!!!!
i think amie had tooo much lol, she didnt feel too good!!!

cant wait for that bull...bill, or norman haha, you are so gonna ride it lolol!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-07-23T10:20:00

2004-07-23T14:21:11Z

so both of my cousins are don for like a week or something...so we need some fun things to do!!!!!!!!!!

and i have no ideeeerrrr why i am up so im gonna go eat and go to sleep again!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-07-21T01:30:00

2004-07-21T05:30:49Z

8 months and still going strong...holy shit david im shocked you havent driven me crazy yet lol
love you babe!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-07-17T23:04:00

2004-07-18T03:05:15Z

so anyone up for being a human punchingp-bag, cause im in serious need of one

...this summer looks like its gonna end crappy if keeps up the way it is...

bright_starz @ 2004-07-06T13:42:00

2004-07-06T17:43:11Z

yestarday was kassandra's birthday...happy birthday girl lol

well so far everything is goin pretty well, i got to see ashley lamanna...very cool i missed that girl tons!!!!!

hope everyone is having an awesome summer!!!

and last night at work i fuckin sliced open my finger, hurts like hell!!!!!

bright_starz @ 2004-07-01T19:27:00

2004-07-01T23:28:14Z

wow that sucks....its my boyfriends birthday and i haven't seen him all day

dont you just love how when you try and help someone out it either backfires on you or someone else ends up mad...it always happens to me!!!!

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2004-07-01T13:19:33Z

holla!!!!!!!!!!!! finally home. it feels good except i think i twisted my ankle lolol ouchies!!!!!

well today is the lovely david (thomas) mota's birthday...happy birthday

so anyway hope everyone is having a good summer!!!!

for every good time i have, something bad happens too...

2004-06-27T19:07:12Z

well yestarday was fun, got to kassandras grandparents they are always funny, and i got to see where they used to live and all this junk it was fun, the only bad part of the day was i didn't get to talk to david because i had no phone and i didn't want to use someones long distance, but he left me i nice little message, i thank you for that babe. then we got to drink at allyson's best friends house this guy was fucking so funny and he reminded me of richard A LOT...and he let us shoot his guns, thats was cool, and well now we are back at allyson's house, i hope the last two days are fun love you all and miss ya!!!

x<3x<3

bright_starz @ 2004-06-25T14:49:00

2004-06-25T19:54:54Z

k-dawg her sister and i all saw blue man group last night, it was awesome, there girl behind us though had this annoying ass laugh and kasandra was like 'im gonna punch her' just as the crowd got silent and she heard us and shut up...pure greatness....wellwe are going to some wedding today MAJOR BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! hopefully party a lil tonight and well thats about it...be home in about 4 days can't wait to see my <3baby<3(even if he is gonna be in a pissy mood like he has been) lots of love!!!

too bad we can't go to the kenney chesney concert...cause according to kassandras friend he 'kicks ass' lol

x<3x<3